@tommcfly I know you’ve seen this tattoo, but you need to know why I tattooed.
For many people, this is a simple reply. To me, it meant my life.
I was depressed and hurt by many people. I wanted to find something to believe… and I found you. I expected my friends to do what you did for me, I waited for some words of support by them, but if it wasn’t for you, I’d still be waiting.
I was lost and you helped me to find myself. I was in a dark hole, alone, scared and you saved me. You helped me to get out of there. I wanted to die, but you stopped it. And when I think of leaving this place, I can’t. I have you inside me and, now I’m afraid to die, because if that happens I’ll lose my most precious thing: you.
For so long I wanted to put an end in life, but you gave meaning to it. And now, I want to live to love you.
When I met you, I saw my whole life in front of my eyes. And when I held you, I felt I was holding my world in my arms. I wouldn’t want that to end, but I repeat the movie in my mind all the time. And I know that inside me, it will last forever. And when I die, I will die being the happiest person in the world (even not wanting to die) because I lived to love someone as sweet as you. I lived to hug you and say I love you, I live to live for YOU. Sometimes I think of the day you’ll have to leave me, and I’d give anything to die in your place. And if one day life denies you air, breathe mine. Your life and your hapiness is beyond myself. Because if you don’t exist in my world, this world wouldn’t be mine. There is something that keeps me here on earth, something stronger than gravity. And I’m sure it’s you. My love for you is innocent, it’s pure. I don’t want to make you mine, you just need to be inside my heart. And I know you are. Though you’re not here beside me, you’re with me somehow. As long as you’re happy, I’m happy!
So thank you for saving my life, thank you for being who you are, thank you for everything. You’re my angel, my hero… Whatever, you’re the best part of me. So thank you, Tom Fletcher.
I love you more than everything.